This morning, as I do most mornings, I was praying . . . giving thanks and praise, confessing, petitioning for my loved ones—family and friends—casting my cares, and pleading for help. I was particularly troubled about a situation in my life and I implored God, in regards to this circumstance, “How do I do this?”
When I finished, I closed my journal and opened my Bible to the book of John, where I am currently reading. My Spirit quickened as I read verses 28 and 29 of chapter six:
So they said to him, “What should we do in order to perform the works of God?” Yeshua answered, “Here’s what the work of God is: to trust in the one he sent.”
I knew immediately that was God’s answer to me—not a head knowledge, not a heart knowledge . . . but a Heart knowing . . . an intimate Oneness . . . a Holy and Sacred encounter.
“. . . trust in the one he sent.”
Here was yet again another opportunity, in a lifetime of events, to Trust . . .
. . . like when my six-week-old son was rolled into surgery for pyloric stenosis; or when the same son developed a hemangioma the size of a lemon under his ear at six months of age; how about when he was 18-months old and had surgery after aspirating a partially chewed peanut . . .
. . . or the time when riding in an ambulance with him (yes, the same son) because his epiglottis was so swollen the EMT thought he might have to perform a tracheotomy; there’s also the time he fell asleep at the wheel of a car and had an accident (from which everyone miraculously walked away whole and healthy) . . .
. . . or maybe when he went to South Korea for a little over two years to teach English.
That was just one son, I have two others! PLENTY of opportunities to trust God—to trust in the One He sent! With all of that practice you would think I would know the answer to “how do I do this?” by now.
Even so, I still ask and in His infinite Mercy and Grace, He holds me in Love patiently reminding me one more time, “Trust Me. I’ve got this.”
When I was a young girl, I played the piano for our Sunday School opening. A favorite, “Trust and Obey” by John H Sammis, appears to have become my life’s theme song (verse two seems especially apropos).
Not a burden we bear, not a sorrow we share,
but our toil he doth richly repay;
not a grief or a loss, not a frown or a cross,
but is blest if we trust and obey.
Trust and obey, for there’s no other way
to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.
Or if you prefer . . .
“Write all that worries you on a piece of parchment; offer it to God . . . And turn all that frightens you into holy incense, ash.” Hafiz
Trust Him . . . whatever it is . . . He’s got it!
This is God’s response to everyone, but it’s hard to let go of situations until we recognize it’s not working with us trying to take control. That’s the issue, we try to take control but finally realize that the situation is way too powerful for us and that “He’s got this.” Whew! What a revelation when that happens!!!